my first experience with white/caucasian/American kids was watching them sadistically cut apart a worm at the school bus stop, and a white/caucasian/American girl who tried to put the worm back together again, which is how they view me, like a worm to be cut up then put together again, ineffectively, but with real hope and concern, as it feels like they are cutting apart my intestines with a nano/micro-sized remote controlled blade/spinner
the white/caucasian/American girl who came after they cut up the worm, had a face that looked like a man but with a child's body, which made me more disgusted than the sadistic worm cutting boys
