when im being followed by people i dont trust, or perceived as such, even in disguise, it ruins everything because it triggers disgust, nausea and violent feelings
being followed/gangstalked in real life for going to a Harris Teeter for buying food, while being stalked by people who cause me to want to replace, vomit or think of violent afterthoughts
when its a hot asian girl, it still makes me feel uncomfortable and angry to know, because they know i can never truly love what they did to me when i was young
