I love you my son, you're soon 5 and I want to give you everything. Always remember that you have Father in heaven for moments I'm not there to comfort, help or pull you out of hard times on earth.

Our best moment in this life was when you chose to be with us after talking to Father in heaven for over 12 minutes; I can remember your mom calling firmly out for you as I cried while the doctors worked on your earthly body. One day I believe you'll tell us that God showed how strong your mom was back on earth, who had talked with you everyday for 9 months, and now calling out to you with her deepest love to come back to earth with us.

I can see that you will show us wondrous sides of this life that you've seen, heard and talked about with God as you grow up with us.

You're so full of love, you're so kind and you know deeply things adults still question about life.

I love you.

Dad.