erm... I don't know if you are aware of this but, there is lot of info pointing out that using anti-depressants actually does lot of bad and not good in that it actually increases tendency for suicide? You are better of talking with someone about all this, it works better then these pills... talking to your family (parents, partner, siblings), maybe some close friends also... I don't know your situation and how bad you feel, but I hope you don't do what lot of others do... if you know what I mean... everything comes and goes, bad things also...