Some of these girls may have flirted with me just to test to see if I needed to be killed. I didn't fall, no, I didn't. "ouch." extremely sadistic.
Of course, I should have a punch myself attitude. A lot of fun to punch yourself, if you get used to it. Buffet body, Paul said, and make servant. Beat up wife, doesn't Islam say? My body is female to me. I need to keep that the forefront and not let my mind wander. No excuses!