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If someone wants to die because his situation is so shitty and there is no way out he totally has the right to do so. Otherwise we create terrorism and suffering. Force creates force.
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Sometimes it is the moment that is shitty not the life. But someone can be so deep in the hole that they can’t see that.
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I can see when the world gets too dark for people, they feel that they have no other options left. Sad.
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Look at Avicii, he had the world but the pain was too much.
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It doesn’t matter how much you have. I have the world. But I will probably do it again. I quit my meds a few months ago and becoming sad again.
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You should learn meditation and watch some mindfullness videos.
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It doesn’t matter what I try. I have done it all
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Last time it was anorexia. So sometimes I do it and I’m not aware of what I am doing until it is too late. The recovery is always harder then the disease
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You have to learn to be aware of what you are doing. Learning mindfullness can help with that and put you at peace.
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Peace will only come with death. I only stay alive for my parents. So I only have another 10 to the most 15 years.
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Why don't you find things in life to look forward to?
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I do I love to travel so this year I am going to Nepal and Bhutan next year I have a trip planned to Scotland and Ireland. I have just come to terms with what will happen
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Well that sounds nice. It could be worse.
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I have come to the conclusion that if you don't have anything to lose then life is worth living. Its a strange irony.
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It sounds like you have a lot to look forward to.
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Can you come up with an example? That would mean that people choose to kill themselves based on moments. But from my experience talking to friends they suffered long before trying.
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Sometimes it can be a series of things that happens within a short time period. Sometimes it can take someone saying something to you and it is stuck in your head for months.
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I have a wonderful life. But the 1st time I attempted suicide I was 5. I can tell you many things about mental health and meds
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Why did you want to kill yourself with 5 years and how did you try to achieve it?
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Because my older brother was being mean to me and I took a full knife to my wrist. He told me I was doing it wrong and should me how to do it sideways. It hurt. Next time I used pills
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If we bomb innocent people in Syria, Afghanistan, Iraq, Lybia and Jemen just to be able to drive cars nobody makes a drama. But if we want to kill ourselves thats suddenly bad. Why?
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It's best not to try to kill yourself but some people feel tremendous pain all the time and they lose the vibrancy of life.
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I agree my whole life I have suffered from depression. I found a wonderful DR who worked with me finding the right combination of meds for me.
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Maybe you could have found the reason why you are depressed instead of ignoring the reasons and just fighting the symptoms. Most people in society are depressed and addicted. Why?
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Awww you don’t believe in mental illness. It’s cool my dad didn’t either until about 10 years ago.
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All i was saying that everything has a reason and instead of ignoring the reasons you could have investigated to find them. Did you ever change your diet? Environment? Lifestile?
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And I quit my meds a few months ago.
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How much money did you spend on that theraphy? Modern medicine is a huge business. Did you ever try a shaman? Ayurveda? Traditional Chinese Medicine? Neuro linguistic programming?
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I am happy for you that the doctors helped you. I am also very grateful that you are sharing your experience. I still like to investigate to get a bigger picture/grow consciousness.
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Good for you. I think everyone's life is different.