i am ashamed that my mom would marry such a piece of shit, she told me she was a virgin and gave it to him at the age of 18. the only reason i exist was to anchor my mom as he left to go study in America for college
my hatred towards my father, which has existed since childhood, bleeds into everything
my dad is such a hypocrite as he had a girlfriend in high school, but he told me girls are bad and that i was too young, and that even college is too young for me to be with a girl
I never had a girlfriend in high school or college, I never went to prom, because the pain and trauma from being rejected in a way that signaled disgust towards me never went away, so I took Accutane/Sotret because i thought maybe then I would be good enough for a girl
after 6 years of research, i was finally able to cure myself of isotretinoin-induced colitis using magnesium citrate, only to have it stolen by Dr. George Lundberg through Google and other monitoring methods, then they used YouTube and 4chan to throw me in jail for it, back in 2015, as I remember seeing a white guy with a psychotic smile and 3 white dots in his eyes, the same 3 white dots in a triangle in the back of a police transport van (Gengwen Wang also gave me a possibly laced homemade zonzi the day this happened, which was me researching chordoma, since I originally was inspired by Josh Sommer's non-profit company to cure his chordoma, I started a non-profit CureUC to cure UC) which I was able to cure about 80% before they gangstalked me and misled me to MitoVitan