You have to learn to be aware of what you are doing. Learning mindfullness can help with that and put you at peace.
Peace will only come with death. I only stay alive for my parents. So I only have another 10 to the most 15 years.
Why don't you find things in life to look forward to?
I do I love to travel so this year I am going to Nepal and Bhutan next year I have a trip planned to Scotland and Ireland. I have just come to terms with what will happen
Well that sounds nice. It could be worse.
I have come to the conclusion that if you don't have anything to lose then life is worth living. Its a strange irony.
It sounds like you have a lot to look forward to.
