Maybe you could have found the reason why you are depressed instead of ignoring the reasons and just fighting the symptoms. Most people in society are depressed and addicted. Why?
How much money did you spend on that theraphy? Modern medicine is a huge business. Did you ever try a shaman? Ayurveda? Traditional Chinese Medicine? Neuro linguistic programming?
I am happy for you that the doctors helped you. I am also very grateful that you are sharing your experience. I still like to investigate to get a bigger picture/grow consciousness.