and im grossed out by the possibility that my biological/actual mom actually considers a directly given birth to biological son to be ok to have sex with
they vandalize my face, body, flesh, skin, mind and genitals while blackmailing me, stalking me, pulling my pants down in front of everybody, and rubbing it in my face
just like how they did during the spelling bee
thoughts and words are meaningless, the only thing that matters is physical skin to skin touch
