Apart as in away from each other, other cities, or separated? Anyway, if its that bad, you really should look for another job, I know you can't live without income and I know most people are working as economic slaves, this is common all around the world, its just more obvious in more poor nations, but lot of people in wealthy ones don't feel much better... essence of life is almost gone... but keep a strong mind, its all you have working for you by the looks of it.
we're separated, he does not want to do anything with me.