If someone wants to die because his situation is so shitty and there is no way out he totally has the right to do so. Otherwise we create terrorism and suffering. Force creates force.
I have a wonderful life. But the 1st time I attempted suicide I was 5. I can tell you many things about mental health and meds
Because my older brother was being mean to me and I took a full knife to my wrist. He told me I was doing it wrong and should me how to do it sideways. It hurt. Next time I used pills
If we bomb innocent people in Syria, Afghanistan, Iraq, Lybia and Jemen just to be able to drive cars nobody makes a drama. But if we want to kill ourselves thats suddenly bad. Why?
Maybe you could have found the reason why you are depressed instead of ignoring the reasons and just fighting the symptoms. Most people in society are depressed and addicted. Why?
All i was saying that everything has a reason and instead of ignoring the reasons you could have investigated to find them. Did you ever change your diet? Environment? Lifestile?
How much money did you spend on that theraphy? Modern medicine is a huge business. Did you ever try a shaman? Ayurveda? Traditional Chinese Medicine? Neuro linguistic programming?
I am happy for you that the doctors helped you. I am also very grateful that you are sharing your experience. I still like to investigate to get a bigger picture/grow consciousness.