If I ever die on "accident," it was not due to sexual immorality. I've never even kissed. (I did hold hands with a girl once in highschool.) I just saved up an actual 60k dollars by living under bridge. Working manual labor. I remember (before I thought of the rocks under i-65) waking up to snow falling on my face. I cannot close the fingers in my left hand. If I do, I must pry them open. It's from my job. I have invested ( lost a lot of money, actually, a lot of money) in crypto. If the surveillance system decides that I'm not allowed to keep those BSV (after the value rises), I'll just castrate myself. I can't keep a girl that I'd prefer without money; no highschool sweetheart or anything. I'm 29. I need the money. If they just steal this from my pain stained hands, I'll chop it off. Of course, I'll need money for that too. Sigh, but that will be my intention. It's just a nuisance. This whole situation horrifies me...