being rejected all my life as a child from everyone has only made me rebel by not rejecting anyone when I first found magnesium, which they exploited after they used YubTube to put me in jail (psycho white guy with 3 white dots in his eyes, same 3 white dots in a triangle of the back of a police transport van)
my mom then sent me to psych ward to strip me of all human rights because i was laughing at funny jokes on the internet, saying that laughing is not allowed (she can't laugh so she gets agitated when I laugh)
YouTube* (and 4chan) (I remember hearing "how many pills did he take?" as I overdosed on magnesium pills after being convinced that they were going to induce chordoma into me for researching chordoma and trying to help them because magnesium helped me with my accutane/isotretinoin induced bleeding, which according to normal doctors are accepted as simply no known cause with no known cure
basically, it's like, being starved of water for 30 years, then, having an entire water tower of water thrown at you, and wondering, what's wrong with him?
