my first experience with white/caucasian/American kids was watching them sadistically cut apart a worm at the school bus stop, and a white/caucasian/American girl who tried to put the worm back together again, which is how they view me, like a worm to be cut up then put together again, ineffectively, but with real hope and concern, as it feels like they are cutting apart my intestines with a nano/micro-sized remote controlled blade/spinner
the white/caucasian/American girl who came after they cut up the worm, had a face that looked like a man but with a child's body, which made me more disgusted than the sadistic worm cutting boys
i can't say anything that happens to me at work because they pay me money, even if they lace the raspberry/food with implants, without them making me bleed or hurt more
they can make it feel like there is a cheese grater scraping my insides
as they keep scamming and targeting me with their lies and poisons, leaving marks or boils on my face and skin, and scalp and neck and body
