Given the surveillance, which alters the behavior of others around me (it's thought surveillance, it is difficult to determine what is happening and why. They may think that they're solving some problem or another. For me, who is in the midst of the confusion that they produce, they are the problem. I'd love to have a simple life. Quiet, peaceful. A family, a home. Cozy things. I'd love to marry and to marry a girl who is a gem on the inside and out. Later, I might be embarrassed by this post, because it might not work out, but Ashley fits that description. The government makes everything very confusing. Life is complicated enough as it is. Yes, I'd die for an Ashley, but it's very difficult to determine what practically speaking should be done. I can't perform magic. And the surveillance, I guess, doesn't understand that. If it's telling me off for working - which is what people were doing, weren't they? - then what's the alternative? Do they have any recommendations? They confuse endlessly. Then, they - apparently - kill you. Why? I don't know. (Speaking plain English.) I'll give it a shot here soon with Ashley. I'll probably visit the old church. Or just ask her out in a message. But I'm not a millionaire and, inter personally, it's difficult to make sense of people, because of the surveillance. They steal from you and, then, kick you for responding to the situation. It's not sane. If things work out with Ashley, I might not care about it as much anymore, but it doesn't mean that it isn't wrong. If - at anytime - they discontinue the surveillance on me, it doesn't make their surveillance on others acceptable, assuming that's happening. No, it's counterproductive. It's not funny, either. We live on the edge of robotics and AI. This time relationally should be the best we've ever had. We made it. We're still here. We survived. We should be able to enjoy marriage and family more than ever. Our communications should be less complicated, less twisted, not more. If you all need me to get married, I am all for Ashley. Mind helping? Don't work against me, please. I can't work magic here. Can you? Can you do something to make this better, to make this successful? It'd be very horrifying if you just torture me for being into this woman. It's not a bad thing. I'd marry her, in a heartbeat. And why not help it succeed? There's nothing that any of us gain by it failing. You know, help as in actually help. Maybe we can work together to get this to work? I doubt that this is going to work if you make things too confusing. Please, don't mess this up. I don't know whatever it might be that you all are about, but what if it be this happening? Let's do it, shall we? Please, understand that I don't have any magical powers. Don't use yours against me, please. I don't pick up chicks at random. This matters to me, actually. I don't do anything outside of commitment. Now, you can make fun of me. I get that. I just thought I'd ask though.