I'll start applying for jobs tomorrow (now that my notice has been submitted). To an extent, where I flee from Smileys (or Clowns) is out of my control. I'm not a millionaire, etc.
A police officer just tapped on my window (sleeping in my van) checking to see if I was still alive. I remember two incidences lately in this town of a trucker dying in vehicle. Hopefully, they don't kill me before I leave.
I was arguing with a supervisor about the Killers and he started talking about how "nobody cares." Paraphrase: "you see a prostitute walking up to a truck and he's already". I had been voicing the concern that they may kill randomly. I do hope that that statement can be taken fairly literally. (I've seen that scenario.) Hopefully, it's not an illusion to "you're already be married to Christianity; are you now worshipping money?" A hard working supervisor died. A peer to him alluded to created kill gangs and that the hard workers tend to die first.