Last time it was anorexia. So sometimes I do it and I’m not aware of what I am doing until it is too late. The recovery is always harder then the disease
You have to learn to be aware of what you are doing. Learning mindfullness can help with that and put you at peace.
Peace will only come with death. I only stay alive for my parents. So I only have another 10 to the most 15 years.
Why don't you find things in life to look forward to?
I do I love to travel so this year I am going to Nepal and Bhutan next year I have a trip planned to Scotland and Ireland. I have just come to terms with what will happen
Well that sounds nice. It could be worse.
I have come to the conclusion that if you don't have anything to lose then life is worth living. Its a strange irony.
It sounds like you have a lot to look forward to.
