I feel like I am being harassed by google. When you compare search results from different search engines the relevancy changes dramatically. I prefer https://duckduckgo.com/ as I feel it is the most relevant.
The likely explanation is that Google is far more popular and as such it is being manipulated a lot more.
I had one little slip up 3 years ago due to lack of sleep and google has since attempted to damage my reputation. It feels like google is harassing me.