You think so? I can only say that it craves me more to take it every time I take one, I tried talking to my family, says it's all in you head, i don't have that many friends
That sucks, I know what its like when people don't understand you, I'm used to it, but it tough when your own family does it also... but what can you do... just accept it that you can't everyone think like you, its sad that most people are brainwashed by the systems we have already and its hard to see outside of it.