they laced the leeches from tsetsi (Nsfw pictures [can't unsee images, why?]) with some kind of remote controlled nano/micro-implants that can twitch various muscles at varying intensities for varying lengths of time, which basically means they can destroy my muscles remotely at will) when they spearfished my email at a vulnerable emotional state, just like how listening to something while sleeping always causes it to be a source of reality in your dreams
this was the moment after a bad date where she screamed at me for touching her hand, but let a random white guy touch her chest