Dear MemoSV, Growing up in America/USA as a Chinese boy makes me want to kill myself, because we all only have 1 childhood, and mine was spent surrounded by white/caucasians/indians/europeans and jewish people who look down on me for being a poor Chinese boy with nothing. I hate my parents, especially my dad, and wouldn't care if he died, because the only reason I exist was to anchor my mom and prevent other men from taking her away or her leaving my abusive, arrogant, temper tantrum throwing father