Underline disease that has put and expiration date on on my life yet today’s the day I grew up. I am no longer able to work I am have medical bills in the hundreds of thousands yeah I grew up today. Face with my own mortality I’m just force she reflect on my life that is why up today. I had a good life or so I thought, good job, House, nice car no worries that’s why I grew up today. So many words come to mind but only one remains selfish, in every aspect of my life I was shellfish to some extent selfish with money selfish with my time selfish my thoughts and feelings selfish with myselfBut that is exactly why I grew up today. Selfless a word I never heard thought about tell now, but it’s never too late deep to be selfless and that his words I would come and that why I grew up today. I don’t know how long I’ll be here and I don’t really care, all I care about is being a better man in a world full of selfishness and that’s why I grew up today. So here I am All grown up broke facing b