However, with that said... I was going to write a nice letter to my 3 year old son on here, but this topic got my attention. I'll instead write him a nice positive letter and I hope that venting the backstop here will keep the energy positive in my handwritten letter. We all have problems, bills, fears, regrets, loss, etc. No matter how good or bad, it is relative. Suicide is a horrible thing to do to your loved ones, but an accident is not. I picked out an awesome spot to accidentally lose control and go off the road. Ita a long way down and will do the trick. My life insurance policy should cover my debts and allow my wife to take care of herself and our 3 year old son for a few years. I worry about what happens after that, but I feel like I'm doing them wrong the longer I keep going on. Every day that goes by that I'm unable to pay the bills. Our electric bill is about $2,000 past due and I'm worried that the utilities companies will stop their covid19 leniency programs at any moment and shut off our power. I let this happen so we could have enough to pay the rent. My credit is so bad right now that I wouldn't pass a credit check if I tried to move into a cheaper place. My 75+ year old parents tried to help me and it just wasn't enough...and I can't take their limited money because I know they would go without. I had bitcoin once but sold it when it hit $243. I took my wife to kona HI at a nice Marriott hotel on the beach. She loved it so much and she was so beautiful. I think my financial problems have contributed to her current drinking problem. She really isn't able to do anything but sleep and drink. She I great with my son in the 2 or 3 hours she manages to be sober and present for him. If something happened to me and she got the insurance money I think she would step up for him. I tried to help her but it makes her super angry and last time she broke my nose in front of our son. I just have to make it work. At this minute, today my bank account is negative by $158. I got approved for 3 payday loans but they won't come through until Monday. I cant afford groceries that we need. We have some pasta and expired beans. I won't eat, but they will. It is so sad and pathetic that this is the life I'm providing for them. Yes, an accident will be bad, sad, but it will also give her a chance to do better for them than me and they deserve so much more. This didn't help and I can't write my son a letter right now. I'm going to have to hold off. I used to make pretty good money. I remember taking my wife to Vegas and going super drunk together and then taking her on a shipping spree at the Caesars forum shops. That's the guy she deserves, not what I've become.

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hmwyda - how much would you donate anonymously how to create ownerless BTC/BCH/BSV address with special meaning [email protected]:~$ [email protected]:~$ wget --quiet https://github.com/libbitcoin/libbitcoin-explorer/releases/download/v3.2.0/bx-linux-x64-qrcode [email protected]:~$ wget --quiet https://github.com/sipa/bech32/raw/master/ref/python/segwit_addr.py [email protected]:~$ wget --quiet https://github.com/oskyk/cashaddress/archive/1.0.5.tar.gz [email protected]:~$ ls -l bx-linux-x64-qrcode segwit_addr.py 1.0.5.tar.gz -rw-r--r-- 1 amnesia amnesia 6494 Aug 12 14:14 1.0.5.tar.gz -rw-r--r-- 1 amnesia amnesia 5037768 May 26 2017 bx-linux-x64-qrcode -rw-r--r-- 1 amnesia amnesia 4376 Aug 12 14:13 segwit_addr.py [email protected]:~$ tar xf 1.0.5.tar.gz [email protected]:~$ chmod +x bx-linux-x64-qrcode [email protected]:~$ alias bx=/home/amnesia/bx-linux-x64-qrcode [email protected]:~$ 1) Base58 address is valid for all BTC/BCH/BSV 1.1) base58 address from text [email protected]:~$ [email protected]:~$ bx base16-encode "send 1% of how much you'd donate for publishing in blockchain diy manual for building smart rocket" | bx ripemd160 | bx address-encode 1JYmhqs4812R5Me7fHUNo8dfczZwjy8H2d [email protected]:~$ 1.2) base58 address with text base58 alphabet = digits excluding "0" + lowercase letters excluding "l" + uppercase letters excluding "I", "O" string of 33 letters, starts with "1", last 6 or 7 will be changed, 25 or 26 remain for text [email protected]:~$ [email protected]:~$ bx base58-decode 1PrcntHmwydaForKiLLBadGuyxxxxxxxx 00045291c56c3df0faa7d508d17660766187ba423f148ff711 [email protected]:~$ remove 2 first and 8 last and [email protected]:~$ [email protected]:~$ bx address-encode 045291c56c3df0faa7d508d17660766187ba423f 1PrcntHmwydaForKiLLBadGuyxxys6ULy [email protected]:~$ 2) BTC SegWit address (bech32) 2.1) segwit address from text [email protected]:~$ [email protected]:~$ bx base16-encode '0.001 hmwyda for publishing private information about bad guy' | bx ripemd160 f7ba9ada06c834560e439cfb3b5c054db132914d [email protected]:~$ [email protected]:~$ python3 >>> >>> from segwit_addr import encode >>> >>> print(encode('bc', 0, bytearray.fromhex('f7ba9ada06c834560e439cfb3b5c054db132914d'))) bc1q77af4ksxeq69vrjrnnankhq9fkcn9y2d7h0q3z >>> 2.2) segwit address with text bech32 alphabet = digits excluding "1" + lowercase letters excluding "b", "i", "o" string of 32 or 51 letters >>> >>> from segwit_addr import CHARSET, convertbits, encode >>> >>> array = [CHARSET.find(x) for x in 'permylhmwydasenddr0nemsgt06adguy'] >>> print(encode('bc', 0, convertbits(array, 5, 8))) bc1qpermylhmwydasenddr0nemsgt06adguyrff2yz >>> >>> array = [CHARSET.find(x) for x in '0nepercnthmwydaf0rd0xyngwh0w0rkshelpspr0tects6adguy'] >>> print(encode('bc', 0, convertbits(array, 5, 8))) bc1q0nepercnthmwydaf0rd0xyngwh0w0rkshelpspr0tects6adguyqc5xscz >>> >>> exit() [email protected]:~$ 3) BCH new address format (also bech32) 3.1) BCH address from text - convert from 1.1 [email protected]:~$ [email protected]:~$ cd cashaddress-1.0.5/ [email protected]:~/cashaddress-1.0.5$ [email protected]:~/cashaddress-1.0.5$ python3 >>> >>> from cashaddress.convert import to_cash_address >>> >>> print(to_cash_address('1JYmhqs4812R5Me7fHUNo8dfczZwjy8H2d')) bitcoincash:qrq8ckdda6rthkx5xf9am2qczf7avyfgfgjj6he024 >>> 3.2) BCH address with text bech32 alphabet see 2.2 string of 34 letters, starts with "qq", ends with "q", 31 remain for text >>> >>> from cashaddress.crypto import b32decode, b32encode, calculate_checksum >>> >>> prefix = 'bitcoincash' >>> array = b32decode('qqpermylhmwydaf0r6urn6adguysh0useq') >>> checksum = calculate_checksum(prefix, array) >>> print(prefix + ':' + b32encode(array + checksum)) bitcoincash:qqpermylhmwydaf0r6urn6adguysh0useqlcxzn0q7 >>> >>> exit() [email protected]:~/cashaddress-1.0.5$

4 replies Active 15 days ago hmwyda

hmwyda - how much would you donate anonymously it's easy to create unowned bitcoin address from arbitrary text: https://duckduckgo.com/?q=ripemd160+send+1%25+how+much+you+would+donate+for... 3508335e35092024773daa3bf333d82d70323df2 paste to the step 3 on https://gobittest.appspot.com/Address address is 15qQdxbij3hXN4wghYnenHmfb9pyDatzY6 or wget -O bx https://github.com/libbitcoin/libbitcoin-explorer/releases/download/v3.2.0/bx-linux-x64-qrcode chmod +x bx ./bx base16-encode 'send 1% how much you would donate for...' | ./bx ripemd160 | ./bx address-encode 15qQdxbij3hXN4wghYnenHmfb9pyDatzY6 text itself is sufficient, but additional ordering can be useful: https://memo.sv/explore/tx/a7d2b17b985c4ea7d64a5470edc3ecf43bb9435173ef9df78fd7b3ddbfaa1d6f https://memo.sv/explore/tx/a288db1cc4cf25510ab1ef59fbae0b77617d2555efcc59ddef65d2bbc344d451

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