We all have those kinds of days. It is truly a beautiful desire to want to bring forth life--a hallmark of the feminine. I understand the irony, however, God is the giver of all life, and God has a plan. What is God's plan for you?
The image of the Good Shepherd is one of the oldest depictions of Jesus we have in the Church. It was painted on catacomb walls, carved on wood and lamps. "A good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep" (Jn. 10:11b).
"God blessed them and God said to them: Be fertile and multiply; fill the earth and subdue it. Have dominion over the fish of the sea, the birds of the air, and all the living things that crawl on the earth." - Gn. 1:28