You never struck me as not humble. Keep doing you. Being open to listening to everyone is a great skill for what it's worth. Even when you might disagree.
The crazies really come out in full force. If you ever make it to Tokyo. Let me buy you a beer. We can poor one our for all of the people that can't benefit from my free time.
Who should I check in with to do free work? You? The state? The community? Hard pass. I do what keeps me engaged. If someone finds it useful then great. You are the ego here.
Where did you grow up? In a fabric? Did your mother miss to give you breast milk? Really that has long lasting effects...
Why are you worried with how often strangers on the internet nursed on their mothers breasts? How is this concern helping the masses adopt BCH? Not very neighbourly.