they've been vandalizing my face and body since i was young and blaming it on the cigs, making me see the dermatologist for his poisons, to parade in front of other for humiliation
being followed/gangstalked in real life for going to a Harris Teeter for buying food, while being stalked by people who cause me to want to replace, vomit or think of violent afterthoughts
when its a hot asian girl, it still makes me feel uncomfortable and angry to know, because they know i can never truly love what they did to me when i was young
when im being followed by people i dont trust, or perceived as such, even in disguise, it ruins everything because it triggers disgust, nausea and violent feelings
being followed/gangstalked in real life for going to a Harris Teeter for buying food, while being stalked by people who cause me to want to replace, vomit or think of violent afterthoughts
when im being followed by people i dont trust, or perceived as such, even in disguise, it ruins everything because it triggers disgust, nausea and violent feelings
why are you following me so closely like that? and i wouldn't trust what you said
i hope 1 day, there will be playgrounds and parks where anyone can do olympic weightlifting (rust and water proof bars and weights) in the open air and sun, without coaches, and heavy bags with impact sensors and cameras on them for online mmorpg video game using punches, kicks and other martial arts, and online singing for non-physical games
the only reason I found out about mitovitan was because of a gangstalking car with the license plate similar to COQ10 following me home from work in Chantilly, VA from Reston, VA
targeted advertising of poisons, just like how I found out about Accutane/Sotret/isotretinoin as an marketing advertisement at the doctor's office
i was really happy this morning, because the DMSO seems to have been working to resolve the MitoVitan damage done to my rectum when i applied it there to see if it would help with the chronic inflammation, but clearly me being happy and healthy is considered being too uppity thus they had to use v2k on my dad to disrupt me again
the only reason I found out about mitovitan was because of a gangstalking car with the license plate similar to COQ10 following me home from work in Chantilly, VA from Reston, VA
i was really happy this morning, because the DMSO seems to have been working to resolve the MitoVitan damage done to my rectum when i applied it there to see if it would help with the chronic inflammation, but clearly me being happy and healthy is considered being too uppity thus they had to use v2k on my dad to disrupt me again
I was finally able to not have bloody diarrhea this morning and I wanted to celebrate i with some food, but this clearly upsets the white and Asian people too much
there was this psychotic white guy with a sadistic smile and 3 white dots in a triangle in his eyes in the YouTube video they custom made for me, the same 3 white dots in a triangle in the back of a police transport vac
i was really happy this morning, because the DMSO seems to have been working to resolve the MitoVitan damage done to my rectum when i applied it there to see if it would help with the chronic inflammation, but clearly me being happy and healthy is considered being too uppity thus they had to use v2k on my dad to disrupt me again
i never wanted to hurt or kill dad, but it seems he wanted to kill me, he was the one who touched me with his beard the night 4chan and YouTube was talking to me while I was researching Chordoma the day Gengwen Wang gave me a homemade zongzi (might have been laced with some kind of hallucinogen like scopolamine)
there was this psychotic white guy with a sadistic smile and 3 white dots in a triangle in his eyes in the YouTube video they custom made for me, the same 3 white dots in a triangle in the back of a police transport vac
basically, I'm not allowed to be better than dad in any way shape or form (or happier), just so he can show dominance over me in front of mom
i never wanted to hurt or kill dad, but it seems he wanted to kill me, he was the one who touched me with his beard the night 4chan and YouTube was talking to me while I was researching Chordoma the day Gengwen Wang gave me a homemade zongzi (might have been laced with some kind of hallucinogen like scopolamine)
my dad secretly wants to kill me, as he admitted to me this morning for being happy that DMSO seems to be working
basically, I'm not allowed to be better than dad in any way shape or form (or happier), just so he can show dominance over me in front of mom
my dad secretly wants to kill me, as he admitted to me this morning for being happy that DMSO seems to be working
the DMSO seems to be working as an antidote to the internal damage done by MitoVitan
the only purpose of being Asian in America is to be hunted for sport
just soften them up first with some chemical laced food, water or air
all those that are involved in the physical vandalizism of my face or body will be cursed for all eternity
i love the protestors (and the police too) of Hong Kong, because of the illusions that they create by using harmless weapons like sticks, it's cute and lovable while they use stealthier methods like nano-implants and keyloggers and v2k
just soften them up first with some chemical laced food, water or air
i love the protestors (and the police too) of Hong Kong, because of the illusions that they create by using harmless weapons like sticks, it's cute and lovable while they use stealthier methods like nano-implants and keyloggers and v2k
what i really want, is to create more copies of me, and they are physically attacking me on the inside and outside, using sneaky methods
the white and Asian people at TJHSST were so awful to be around with, especially when they mocked me for finding a hemp/marijuana plant at the park and laughed at me for it on the bus, that it affects my perception of all white and Asian people (the only time before taking skin cancer/chemotherapy drugs after being serially rejected by all the girls there)
if i wanted to main, cripple or disable someone for whatever reason (most likely reasons probably involved an Asian girl), i would lace their drinks at the bar with some kind of slow acting pharmaceutical drugs, nearly untraceable without health care
methods of inducing leukemia:
1. benzene laced drinks
the best method of eternal torture, is to give them hope
they vandalized the skin of my face and body using something, for littering 3 pieces of paper, 1 on the right side of my nose, 1 left groin and 1 above the pelvic bone near my genitals
they also stabbed/vandalized me in the face for accidentally forgetting to hit the glass of alcohol with the other glass of alcohol (i dont drink alcohol anymore after they poisoned it with something to make me bleed in SF)
